Hi Jolan
When I saw your post it brought a tear to my eye. That being said my overwhelming feeling was what a wonderful tribute to Helen it was. Also remembering the times you had, rather than feeling sorry for yourself, is a lesson to us all.
Whilst we have never met I used to greatly enjoy our tussles in your 5@5. It is a shame I can't coax you out of retirement.
My condolences for your great loss but also my hopes that you will continue to have such a positive attitude and many years of fun still to come.
All the best
Daniel